Lust and Love

I was watching Downton Abbey today like I do most Sundays and they touched on the difference between lust and love! I thought that- what a coincidence! That got me to thinking more on the subject. Is lust a bad thing? Or does lust merely learn towards ruin? I think lust has gotten a bad name. You only hear about lust in destructive ways so I wonder if it has ever done good and its just never worth a mention? Hmm?

Just a disturbing thought.....

So does anyone remember when Joe was describing the day nurse and he imagined her a older much larger woman..... Thanks to Brianna Sterken for pointing out that it might be a MAN!!!AHH!!!

Also I would like to comment/post myself that I (like Matt) am assuming that tomorow is another peer edit day????

hmm bloggin time :)

so I'm just siting her in bed reading the blog. Thinking about cheer and lust, creepy nurses and my life skills, war and the weird dreams I've been having, weed and Christ, pretty much a bunch of random stuff. But wasn't chapter seventeen just so random I mean yes i know hes all drugged up and yes i know hes lonely but really! Weirdest chapter yet I'm gonna have to say. I would also like to express how hard it is for me to find the backspace button on my computer right now, it is very frustrating. Well I think I am going to hit the hay now so to speak, I wonder what weird dreams I will have tonight. And I will leave you all with this thought that will probably not make any sense. If Joe cant tell between his subconscious and his conscious, do we know if our subconscious talks to our conscious? who knows? whats your thoughts? and do dreams mean anything??? All right enough weirdness for one night see you all tomorrow :)

and you know my tittle kinda like clobbering time :P

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Tyler I deem you the new Kurt of picture blogs. The storm trooper one made me laugh so hard. Love nerds and Star Wars

Portfolio Phase 5

Tomorrow is just another peer revision day isn't it? I've misplaced my calendar and i want to make sure that the whole thing isn't due tomorrow.

Nerves

Well, for those of you who don't know I always have a bad case of nerves. Even little things make me nervous. I know right? But I feel like my nerves are going CRAZY right now. I'm still re-cooping from my audition yesterday, which made me feel like I was going to jump out of my skin. And NOW I'm nervous for controversial issues and portfolios and such. I'm kind of freaking out. I'm also nervous for our quiz. And scholarships.....don't even get me started. And all I want to do is sleep so I can get healthy but I dont have time. But if I did have time I'd be to nervous to sleep! Oh Me! Oh Life!

and some more thoughts...

well i just opened my bag and i have to JGHG books in my bag. which is...pretty funny because i have one JGHG in my bed. so i have a total of 3. anyone need one? i guess i just keep picking them up at class and bringing them home. don't worry, i'll bring them back.

oh and i am writing my essay right now...well finishing it. and i actually like this essay. so i'm spending a lot more time than i usually would on an essay...

well see you all tomorrow in the best class in the school!

weed.

So I would like to say that I do not particualarly care whether weed is legalized or not. I feel like those who are going to smoke, will smoke it whether its legal or illegal. I also feel as though I have to agree with the other people in the class who had already mention their love of how stariha was so chill. props to our chill teacher stariha, also props to the brownie thing, HA, great idea Garrettttt and tyylleerrr :)

our lustful discussion

So, Im not going to lie, the discussion on sex made me feel uncomfortable, not because I wasnt okay that we had it, just because I feel like the situation was sooo sketchy. I mean, even more than that it kinda weirded me out that we were just discussing it in class. haha, Stariha, I dont want you to think that Im bashing because that is totally not it, its just like that awkward moment when its only awkward because its not awkward? Well, Im not sure if that makes sense, but Im just saying.

andddd, side note, So I plan to go into the medical field, and I dont think I would ever do that to someone to calm them down, just saying. ha.

Theory of a Sick Person

So, Tonya and I had all these nice plans for dinner and a movie Saturday night annnd did we go? No. Because I ended up with a fever, wanting to puke and dizzy when I walked around annd Tonya got a migraine. Tonya has this theory that it's because we've been going and going with school, and College English and Cheer and college stuff and life and we finally hit a wall. Not complaining (well yeah I am because this sucks, i feel super crappy) just a warning to all you out there to get some sleep and rest before you too end up like us, poor unfortunate souls, who are sick.

just a thought...

so i'm sitting here doing my rough draft of my synthesis essay and i was looking up the motto's of each of the different people. and then i remembered JGHG and some of the short packets of stories that stariah gave us. and the people were saying how bad war is and how we don't realize how bad it is and it has a lot of damage afterwards. but then i thought of all the recruiters there are. they are always at school, i see them at my work all the time, and they call you, talking to everyone they come in contact with about how they need to sign up and blah, blah, blah. i don't get why they do that if war is such a bad thing.