research papers are my least favorite thing ever, i just simply can not find the motivation in me to want to do it. i really need to stop all this senioritis crap but i guess its cause i really only have like two weeks left, and i feel like all my blog post are centered around this but really i never really know what else to talk about on here so i just do random thoughts and it just so happens they always come back to my desperation for graduating already, i just can't deal with this anymore. i give up with life.