vent vent vent

Wowwww so I feel like college English is really starting to stress me out with the.portfolio and the essay. Maybe its because my other classes have a ton of work too and I'm like ahhhhhhhh lol. But anyways, with our whole oped essay, I'm still confused and I feel like mine is all over the place even though I focused it? Gahhh, I just need to sit down and start over. I feel like this always happens, i end up writing a thousand words about nothing. Okay I should probably stop venting now.