Nerves

Well, for those of you who don't know I always have a bad case of nerves. Even little things make me nervous. I know right? But I feel like my nerves are going CRAZY right now. I'm still re-cooping from my audition yesterday, which made me feel like I was going to jump out of my skin. And NOW I'm nervous for controversial issues and portfolios and such. I'm kind of freaking out. I'm also nervous for our quiz. And scholarships.....don't even get me started. And all I want to do is sleep so I can get healthy but I dont have time. But if I did have time I'd be to nervous to sleep! Oh Me! Oh Life!

and some more thoughts...

well i just opened my bag and i have to JGHG books in my bag. which is...pretty funny because i have one JGHG in my bed. so i have a total of 3. anyone need one? i guess i just keep picking them up at class and bringing them home. don't worry, i'll bring them back.

oh and i am writing my essay right now...well finishing it. and i actually like this essay. so i'm spending a lot more time than i usually would on an essay...

well see you all tomorrow in the best class in the school!

weed.

So I would like to say that I do not particualarly care whether weed is legalized or not. I feel like those who are going to smoke, will smoke it whether its legal or illegal. I also feel as though I have to agree with the other people in the class who had already mention their love of how stariha was so chill. props to our chill teacher stariha, also props to the brownie thing, HA, great idea Garrettttt and tyylleerrr :)

our lustful discussion

So, Im not going to lie, the discussion on sex made me feel uncomfortable, not because I wasnt okay that we had it, just because I feel like the situation was sooo sketchy. I mean, even more than that it kinda weirded me out that we were just discussing it in class. haha, Stariha, I dont want you to think that Im bashing because that is totally not it, its just like that awkward moment when its only awkward because its not awkward? Well, Im not sure if that makes sense, but Im just saying.

andddd, side note, So I plan to go into the medical field, and I dont think I would ever do that to someone to calm them down, just saying. ha.

Theory of a Sick Person

So, Tonya and I had all these nice plans for dinner and a movie Saturday night annnd did we go? No. Because I ended up with a fever, wanting to puke and dizzy when I walked around annd Tonya got a migraine. Tonya has this theory that it's because we've been going and going with school, and College English and Cheer and college stuff and life and we finally hit a wall. Not complaining (well yeah I am because this sucks, i feel super crappy) just a warning to all you out there to get some sleep and rest before you too end up like us, poor unfortunate souls, who are sick.

just a thought...

so i'm sitting here doing my rough draft of my synthesis essay and i was looking up the motto's of each of the different people. and then i remembered JGHG and some of the short packets of stories that stariah gave us. and the people were saying how bad war is and how we don't realize how bad it is and it has a lot of damage afterwards. but then i thought of all the recruiters there are. they are always at school, i see them at my work all the time, and they call you, talking to everyone they come in contact with about how they need to sign up and blah, blah, blah. i don't get why they do that if war is such a bad thing.

Busy... but rewarding

Has anyone had a lot of work to do, and then at night you sit there and think through all of the things that you did and you are so pleased with yourself. I am hoping that is what I will feel after this weekend. I feel a bit stressed with all the work that I have to do, but I am tyring to look at the pot of gold at the end of this rainbow (okay... bad analogy because rainbows are pretty... and some of this work isn't that pretty but just plain ugly!) and tell myself that it will all be worth it when I get to class and I feel satisfied and prepared. Yup... that's what I am going for.